{"id":54,"date":"2011-07-19T09:12:00","date_gmt":"2011-07-19T09:12:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.greatadventure.carterclan.me.uk\/?p=54"},"modified":"2011-07-19T09:12:00","modified_gmt":"2011-07-19T09:12:00","slug":"pondering-on-endings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/greatadventure.carterclan.me.uk\/?p=54","title":{"rendered":"Pondering on endings"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So, we&#8217;re in the very last week of school. Adventure Girl was sent off from Guides in style on Friday and Adventure Boy from Beavers yesterday. They both had mixed feelings; happiness from the love and care shown to them and the fun they&#8217;ve had, sadness from moving on. Adventure Boy says to me &#8216;what if the new Beavers don&#8217;t like me? Or don&#8217;t do football?&#8217; Much as I can assure him they will, my feelings are with his, and I find myself thinking &#8216;what if they don&#8217;t like me? 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